I tried to study, I really did.
But I couldn't do the paper at all. I couldn't do all the joules questions, nor all the questions revolving around the periodic table.
Nothing. Nothing at all.
So instead, I need to rant about You.

Hello, You.
I think that you've been a jerk. Yeah, I do.
Maybe it's because it wasn't you that day, or maybe because you broke my heart.
Yeah, you did.
Or maybe, a very strong maybe, it's both. Because now I am so guilty that I ever strayed from the person I told you I liked.
Sure, you had a lot of crap to deal with on that day. And yes I get it - it's saddening and all. But still. But still, it doesn't change the fact that you broke me.
Yeah. You totally did.
And because of you and what you did - and my sister who treats everyone as a doormat and expects us to do her bidding, even my mom, - I am not concentrating on Physics at all.
And maybe on that day you said that it wasn't your fault. Fine. But what about the other incident, that idiotic, stupid day when I received that bloody message and I got so happy I actually was glad to go to school, for God's sake. And you just had to, JUST HAD TO send me a message saying it was fake. And heck yeah, it hurt. It hurt like hell, and you caused it.
Yeah, you really did.
And even if you read this, though you don't read my blog, I don't really care.
Because nothing will change. I'll still live my life hurt, my mom will still disapprove, my sister will still be a total btch to everyone, and you will still do nothing.
Nothing at all.
Because you're probably still thinking of that girl in Ponggol Mavis, or whatever.
And now, no matter what state I'm in, I will still have to try to study Physics, and I will. So, if you're not going to do anything about the situation, then don't. Just don't say anything and live on your life as one of my very really really good friends.