Dedication to X.

Personally I find that you will think this is fake, but it isn't. And I have this feeling that no matter how sincere I may be, you'll decide for yourself that it's crap.
But it's not.
Anyway.
I'm very very sorry. I had no idea you hated me so much and actually you could have told me in my face. Yes I probably would have minded; but I would have TRIED to change and isn't that better than keeping me acting like a b----? (sorry teachers)
Plus yeah I figured you were right. However much the authority I hold, I should not treat people badly. I'm sorry for that, yeah.
My attitude had sucked before and it's still not improving, apparently.
So therefore, I'd prefer if you told me in my face than say stuff like that, so I can do something about it, and not till I read it for myself.
I'm doing this more for myself than you, so if you think this is fake you can just stop reading, though this is partly for you.
And um actually I am aware that some people around me dislike me. I am not as thick as you made me out to be.
No offence.

End of dedication to X.

Ughh. I haven't done anything for English. I am so dead. I left my compo in school and the phrase book / book review / newspaper articles are all NOT DONE and DUE TOMORROW. Ugh. I'm going to die. No God is going to help me now. I have done too many evil things.